Vicious Cycle
Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 at 2:01 P.M.
I don�t know why I�m in such a pissy/bitchy mood today. It seems to have been growing slowly this week. I can list a couple of additional factors, like the growing heat, the fact that Kay is out for the rest of the week and so I feel all alone in the world, coveted emails have slowed quite a bit and when they do finally come I am to cranky to enjoy them�. But the root cause of all this snappishness is still unknown.
And I shouldn�t have cut my hair off in March. Now it�s at that stage that is just a little too short to pull back, and with the heat laying it�s heavy weight on me I want nothing more than to pull my hair off my neck.
This is the kind of mood when I usually stop at the grocery on the way home so I can spitefully shovel everything in my cakehole�but not today. I�m still trying to change all these long �time habits and one of them is the stupid emotional eating. And the thing is, it never really makes me feel better, it just makes me feel sick and doesn�t help the weight problem which is part of the mood downer in the first place�a vicious cycle I say! And I�m putting a stop to it!
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